Wondering part 3

today is My day, probably the last of its kind. Today I have me time, I leave when I want do what I want, and I am free.

Rather then sharing my plans, I will share the inside of my head. I can’t stop thinking about the fact that I’m in love, and I have been for a long time now. Though although this love is so big so immense so overwhelming…I have not given her all of me… Because I feel or think …or because of fear.

1. I love her 

2. She loves me 

3. I love my kids and live for them

4. I have a wife – I love as the mother of my children – treasure in my heart

5. Want to be with number 1

Simple no?

Let’s ride some painful km’s in the mountains first and keep the cancer from coming back a third time! (All smokefree and all 🙂 )