Hoping for a crash

Fucking up
All the time
For you
And all the others
I fail
I try
And fail
I know nothing
And fail
Every time
No matter what
If this plane could crash
A lot will be better
Some tears
Some challenges
But better
All together
No more pain
For you all

I fuck up
No money
No love
No honour
No
Lots of envy
I fuck up
All the time
And I can’t fix
I want to live just
But I just fail
All the time
Sorry
For being a fuck up
All the time
So plane
Let me crash
And save all

The coward I am