Guilty or not

Sometimes you have to extreme feel of guilt, sometimes you do not. In these last 10 months, I have been going from one side to another. Looking for answers looking for a decision looking for science looking for signs …

And sometimes there is no answer sometimes there is no right decision and there is no wrong decision.

Sometimes you’re Just lost … and that is exactly what I am and what I was. I lost my heart. I lost my love. I lost my clear vision, I lost the way I think, I lost my confidence

I gained fear I started to lose myself, I started to lose the will to live.

in these last months, I was broken. I was tortured I was blamed I was hurt, all of this for a figment of somebody’s imagination. And in the end, it might have been a figment of my own imagination

 but at the end you realise nothing was real, and I’m just a fool