To write what is in my head

Keeping sain, how do you do it ? Am I crazy, have I got a mental disorder?
I know I’m not an average person, this without being cocky. Or am I so far below average that I stand out again?

As a person you never know I guess, or do you?
In what I know as my professional side, I’m sure I’m above average, but I know there is plenty more smart people around .

But it’s when it comes to me in terms of private life, there I doubt, I have no idea.
What do I know?
I know my yellow, is the center of my life, they are the reason I live.
Blue is there with love, with green and orange with all so many things, embedded in the core of my heart with our souls connected.
Orange, is always there is always needed, though lately it changed, I long for 1 colour, I can not have other, and that I never had before, I never had enough, never satisfied, just never enough, always curious for more. now that is over and it feel so liberating.

Telling friends, telling colours, about colours about places, in places, and people from places in places.

One wonders … Is anyone normal?
Or… Why be normal?
If you are happy ?